She looked up
She almost thought the sky would crush her
The pain she'd been in made every day black
Her stomache ached nautiously, as she sobbed
Finally, she collapsed to the ground
She didn't feel anything, though she was
Numb with the cold, dirty ground
"What have i done?" she screamed
In horror, her heart pumped, and
Her eyes gazed.....with her last strength
She put her hand to the sky, then clenched
As her eyes rolled back, and her spirit was freed
From the pain.
I creep at night, and stay out of sight,
so I can say goodnight someway.
I cradle his body, and touch his head,
and tell him I love him eachday.
I lay him back down, not making a soun',
watching him slowly yawn.
I tell him if only your mother could see,
how beautiful you are to me.
She loves you I say, as i walk away,
I know she'll come here someday.
What he doesn't know about his mommy is,
is that she has passed away.
i ran as the wind rushed through my vanes, i felt as though a hand of ice had slowly carressed my face to the bone,
and it stung like fire, trying to think i strait i ended up falling to my feet, one, two, three....i bursted into tears.
my rage had come over me, i began stabbing someone in the heart with my knife......
i didn't know who they were, but i proceeded.
thrush! thrush! i swiped the knife out, and licked the blood.
i suddenly burst, as into flames.
i then turned to see a distant figure coming after me.
it was then i realized what i had done. i began to look up at the blue, forbidden sky,
i walked down the street on day not knowing what i'd find,
then i suddenly thought to myself, what the fuck I'll
start to rhyme.
I began to look at what i saw and think of somethin' to say,
but i say forget this shit i'm goin home, i suck at this
on my way back home i tripped on a rock
and then this is what i said:
"What the?" and it said
"What now brown cow?" and i said:
"What the fuck?"
she ran far as she could away from him, hoping he would stop,
she kept hearing the cold whisper in her ear, "ruby, ruby...come to my room."
as her tears fell they froze apon her face like death, in horror her seceret was kept, in fear of her life,
hiding it at school wasn't easy, in her soft eyes you could tell
she was screaming in pain within, she'd tell her terrible story to her friends,
but her mouth hardly was truthful, so they turned away, "chris! if only you knew." i didn't understand,
all of the sudden it appeared, right across the paper, i thought my heart would burst, instead i cryed, untill i couldn't anymore, my heart pumped blood of sorrow as i weeped, "why lord?" "why her?"
i thought in my prayers, i know now she's safe though, and thes hands will never touch her again, what i thought was love, wasn't, she'd broken me, used me,
but still i could only think of awful things that had happened to her, wherever you are ruby..."it's over."
In memory of Ruby.
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